Haix i always feel that i am a real idiot in life. Yea i seriously dun like to say this but thats always the case. Oh yea just in case a note to myself, Lydia and I are friends again! thats so wonderful actually too me lar, maybe friends back with CKT too haha =] come to think of it i havent see CKT online for a very long time, what happen to her i remember she went NZ but why isnt she back? Hmm wonders and ponders..

Anyways reading Vanessa's blog has really made me get back this friendship with Lydia alrights. Yea remembering the days before school ended really made me feel sad at times but after Vann post about "hate" i decided that i should apologise to Lydia and be friends again well yea. I get your hints Vann i really do. But yea even though i may believe in my friends but am I a true good friend? I myself dun even know that answer i am guessing i am not. And i constantly havta remind myself that nobody has the rights to choose other people's friends no matter if the person is bad everyone has a choice.

Well yea thats it for that my main purpose today is to post about whether i really do know what the hell is to put 1st things 1st this theory. Lets see i give you an example like what happen to me today, i was baking with my Kujie(hate baking with her because most of the time i end up getting scolded so like home econoics) and i wanted to use the computer. I was watching this new anime that i found out Yakitate!! Japan, an anime all about bread(the bread looks so good that you yourself feel like eating bread) Yea its like not that i will watch the anime and forgot to look after the biskotee lor. But yea really i havta think about it, bakers always look at their bread and dun move away from it until it is done baking and stuff. I fail to be a baker yea put first things first. It should have been looking after the biskotee and not playing with com. And what have i done now making both our days moody and sad.

Haix maybe i wouldn't visit Kujie tomorrow, i will probably go for the stockchecking stuff for the instruments since they say there were missing instruments and it came from my section haix. Probably at the same time borrow back my trombone before i turn rusty again..




ALEX XD