I ever wonder whether our friendship will ever last. I know you have your friends and i have mine but i dun feel comfortable when you are around your bunch of friends. As myself I even see the sadness maybe feel the sadness in my own eyes every now and then.

One you always get troubled when you couldn't solve a question just like the Aliens(does people who always get A1 in class all the time). Two you have mood swings. Three i dunno what to do.

I have gotten enlightened by Mr Ben's words. No matter how treat your best friend, leaving him/her alone, but when him/her is in trouble you will rush back to him/her side and help her, guide her through this trouble. I feel that i am that type of friend to you. But also not that type, we always go home together and stuff.

But now yea, its like whenever i dun want to see you yet i yearn to see you but anyways its exam. I dun give a damn anymore. No matter what i will also see you somehow somewhat.

Will we ever come to this stage when you forgot and only remember that you actually had a friend name Alex. Because i know i won't forget you. My life revolve around friends. More like will you become the next CiHui to me? Just become Hi-Bye friends to me. I wonder you know. If you do i really really dunno what to do. And now you are leaving, first is CCA next would be school.

I duno. It took me awhile to type out this post but yea thats how i feel. At least you wun read my blog and even if you do. You should know its you.


ALEX =|